I started having this unnecessary feeling since last week when I got
home late. I was at school for our Career Factor batch 5. After that session, I
decided to come and join with my co-facilitators and friends to watch their
practice of cheering together with the other cluster’s practice there in BCDA. I
witnessed some of the performances, and their awesome. As the clock is ticking,
night’s getting late and dark outside, we decided to go home first. As I
reached my home, there they are. I found them gathered and having a couple of
drink with my relatives who’ll help them to haul our things later on. They’re
just waiting for the jeep that will be used to carry the baggage. I’m tired and
sleepy that time, but there’s no reason for me to rest for a sudden. I am
needed to help them and will arrange those hauled baggage there. It’s just a
few hours as we reached our destination because of the clear road and no other
vehicles around, thanks to that. We continue to pack those things up in our
newly own home, sweet home. We almost finished the tasks without seeing the
sunrise. And so there I am, can’t sleep easily. So, I decided to check my
accounts first, talk to some friends, and listen to music. I finally yawn and
get some sleep at 4am. (Ohh, that’s so late! But it is normal for those
nocturnal. LOL)We finally got home again here in Makati because there are still some important things here. We’re not yet officially moved from the town that I am pertaining. It’s sad to think that I may leave those people who used to be special and important to me, and I have nothing to do about it but accept the fact that it will happen for all of a sudden. I know that it's hard for them to know, and of course for me to broadcast this kind of news, but I have nothing to do with this one. I want to continue and finish my studies in that school as I also promised it to myself. But as I visualized what will happen, I'll give up with that kind of scenario. So, there comes a thought that I’m going to transfer from another school. My parents also suggested for this one, but my classmates, friends and schoolmates would rather not agree with it. There was a case that my sister and I will rent a room here in Makati to continue our studies here. Since she passed the entrance exam in Makati Science and I’ll be a 3rd year soon, we agreed with that. And still we can’t find even a single room nearby our schools. I appreciated also those friends that helping me find a room for us to stay. I am very thankful that I have those people and I really appreciated it. There is still hope in me, and with that case, I won’t easily give up and give in.
It’s really hard for us, both my friends and I to come up with this kind of situation. Some began to be dramatic when they heard about this one. Some of them will miss me. I can’t imagine that I’m being missed someday. I don’t want that kind of feeling because I am not accustomed with that. I just only want them to accept those facts and smile. I don’t even remember that I said goodbye to them, I just remember that I’ll see them soon. I may find new friends, new environment, new faces, new names, new world, but I won’t forget those people that didn’t turn their backs on me, those people who accepts me for what I am and for who I am, those people that are always there for me in ups and downs. But after all of those that I’ve just said, I will not transfer to another school, just transfer from another house.
And yet, we still have 5 days left to stay in this town. What will be going to happen as we moved there? Some changes will be witnessed and adjustments. I can come up with this and struggle with it.
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