I've been telling this to my couple of friends that we're moving to
another town for so many times these past weeks. From Makati City, we’re going
to transfer to Antipolo City. I also told them that there's a possibility that
I can't continue to study in the same school anymore. I even told them that
I'll transfer from another school due to the distance that I may travel if we
moved there. My friends and schoolmates out there can't even believe me. Some
of them are shocked; some of them don't believe me as I used to make fun to
them. But this time, let's make it more serious.

I started having this unnecessary feeling since last week when I got
home late. I was at school for our Career Factor batch 5. After that session, I
decided to come and join with my co-facilitators and friends to watch their
practice of cheering together with the other cluster’s practice there in BCDA. I
witnessed some of the performances, and their awesome. As the clock is ticking,
night’s getting late and dark outside, we decided to go home first. As I
reached my home, there they are. I found them gathered and having a couple of
drink with my relatives who’ll help them to haul our things later on. They’re
just waiting for the jeep that will be used to carry the baggage. I’m tired and
sleepy that time, but there’s no reason for me to rest for a sudden. I am
needed to help them and will arrange those hauled baggage there. It’s just a
few hours as we reached our destination because of the clear road and no other
vehicles around, thanks to that. We continue to pack those things up in our
newly own home, sweet home. We almost finished the tasks without seeing the
sunrise. And so there I am, can’t sleep easily. So, I decided to check my
accounts first, talk to some friends, and listen to music. I finally yawn and
get some sleep at 4am. (Ohh, that’s so late! But it is normal for those
nocturnal. LOL)
We finally got home again here in Makati
because there are still some important things here. We’re not yet officially
moved from the town that I am pertaining. It’s sad to think that I may leave
those people who used to be special and important to me, and I have nothing to
do about it but accept the fact that it will happen for all of a sudden.
I know that it's hard for them to know, and of
course for me to broadcast this kind of news, but I have nothing to do with
this one. I want to continue and finish my studies in that school as I also
promised it to myself. But as I visualized what will happen, I'll give up with
that kind of scenario. So, there comes a thought that I’m going to transfer from
another school. My parents also suggested for this one, but my classmates,
friends and schoolmates would rather not agree with it. There was a case that
my sister and I will rent a room here in Makati to continue our studies here.
Since she passed the entrance exam in Makati Science and I’ll be a 3
rd
year soon, we agreed with that. And still we can’t find even a single room
nearby our schools. I appreciated also those friends that helping me find a
room for us to stay. I am very thankful that I have those people and I really
appreciated it. There is still hope in me, and with that case, I won’t easily
give up and give in.
It’s really hard for us, both my friends and I to come up with this kind of
situation. Some began to be dramatic when they heard about this one. Some of
them will miss me. I can’t imagine that I’m being missed someday. I don’t want
that kind of feeling because I am not accustomed with that. I just only want
them to accept those facts and smile. I don’t even remember that I said goodbye
to them, I just remember that I’ll see them soon. I may find new friends, new
environment, new faces, new names, new world, but I won’t forget those people
that didn’t turn their backs on me, those people who accepts me for what I am
and for who I am, those people that are always there for me in ups and downs.
But after all of those that I’ve just said, I will not transfer to another
school, just transfer from another house.
And yet, we still have 5 days left to stay in this town. What will be going to
happen as we moved there? Some changes will be witnessed and adjustments. I can
come up with this and struggle with it.