Read Between The Lies

 Lyrics:

Intro:
You gave me all the lies.
I hope one day you'll realize.

Verse 1:
I know that it's never too late.
Someday you'll be mine,
but I've came within the range of hate.
Raw hatred took its time.

Refrain:
See me ruined up your mind
I'm already leaving you behind.

Chorus:                                                                                       Source: google.com
The pain of your love is the pain of being alive.
I'll give it back to you, wait for it to arrive.
I'll keep my words alive.
Wait for it to arrive, wait for it to arrive.

Verse 2:
 I believed in all of your lies,
Maybe it's time to realize.
I want you to be immersed
and see you fall in reverse.

(Refrain)
(Chorus)

Bridge:
You told me that this lasts forever
but why it suddenly turns to never?
How come that everything has to change?

(Chorus 2x)
Wait for it to arrive, wait for it to arrive.

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       The song was actually meant for all your beloved ones or special someone that lied right to your face. People that made promises for you that shows 'til death, forever and ever, infinity and whatever, but they broke it and left you behind. And you actually want to have a sweet revenge for them in spite of the bitterness that you have to them.

        Actually, I wrote this composition last September 2011, and still don't have the chords, melody and tone. Nothing at all, it still remain as a piece but with a meaningful content. I even told this news to my former band that I have written a song. I wanted them to help me to arrange and fix the song, but my composition was just abandoned, unattended and forgotten. By the way, I planned and wanted this piece to be a post-hardcore one.

       My composition was obviously  not as deep as you expected. It's my first time to write a song and that's how I express back then. I wrote this within just 3 hours during the rainy season, and I think there was a typhoon back then. That's why I decided in attempting to write a song that results into a ridiculous one.

       Someday, I'll be able to play this song through the entire people out there and feel also what I feel.

The Very First

        So this one would be my very first blog ever. Before I came up with this thing, I hear voices in my head. Some says "What are you doing?", "Are you sure about this thing?", "Are you insane with this stuff? You're not even good at it." and so on. And yes, I am not that good when it comes to this field, but no one cares because I want to express myself.

       I neglected those voices and I follow what I believed. I intended to make blogs for me to post or express the feelings that I had just like those people who usually write down their notes in a simple diary. Then, I also used this for writing down the thoughts that I have while I'm in the middle of nowhere especially when I walk all by myself.

NOTE: When I'm bored, lost and out of mind, walking alone is my habit especially at night. Sometimes I used to call a random of  friends to walk along with me.

      It is better that way than doing nonsense things. I also did this for the sake of myself, maybe to enhance and develop this thing in me. I may able to improve this writings that I used to kept inside me. Lately, I asked my friend about making a blog, his idea with it, and I got an answer! He said "You can blog whatever you want, speak or write freely to it, and you can use it even if it is wither formal or informal". It may not be the exact words, but that's how it used to be. In regards with that, it sounds great to me and it's interesting. So I decided to also have this blog someday when I'm ready, and that someday could be this day. Blogs also inspires me a lot especially to those who are best known for writing and some of my friends that are also good at this thing. In that kind of point, maybe I could also inspire people that might actually read my blogs, but I am not sure about it. If I can't inspire them, how about to entertain them this way? Sounds cool, right? Yes. No. Maybe. K. Pass! I just want to write or post what is happening in my daily life and what is my concepts about it. I just want to bring out the beast in me. I mean, the happiness, sadness, anger and more. In short, I just want to share what I have to all of you.

       We are all free to express what we are going to express. Nobody can stop you, and no one will prevent you from doing this way or that way. All of us have different kind of experiences that we used to share with others. Some are just afraid to come up with it, but some are taking it for them to be well. Some may criticize your every word, but there are some that will appreciate you that much. Be an optimist, not a pessimist. Well, come on and join with me to gather and synthesize the rambling thoughts that I have.